The last time I saw blood
I was in the basement of a
Fluorescent lit
Roman cafe, in limbo,
Sipping red wine
Before our dinner reservation
I’d thought, that maybe,
The seed of a baby
Had been planted
Beside a Venetian canal
Four weeks before
I rejoiced, I grieved
For these hands were already loaded
With the weight of a tiny,
Burgeoning man
I drank the wine,
Guiltless
A silent celebration
And plied a travel weary
Sixteen month old with carbonara
A toast
To empty wombs
And final nights
We succumbed early
Traipsing the cobblestones
To a lofty paneled bedroom
Where our heads found European pillows
For the last time