Winter’s coming
And it’s been a decade
Of powdered snow deep on sleeping soil
Pink light fills the space around my eyes
and I’m inside an oyster
Pale geese framed in spun sugar buoyed by luminous green
My limbs stretch and harden
The room is filled with sun like amber ale,
The edges softened by bubbles of glinting gold
I soften and drape
I’m back in that dappled cove beneath your chin
Drapes of turpentine, eyes of ash
A knotted bulb I’ve had tucked in my back pocket these years long
I close my eyes against the magenta kaleidoscope
Ribs expanding, contracting
This life I’ve filled apart from you
The warm yolk slips
And skies of lavender are muted
By a shadowed cloak
A single goose shouts into the rising night
The boards beneath my back become yellowing grass, carpets of pine, smooth rocks warmed in the sun
All the places this body lay with you
These trips around the sun shorten and morph
Five million minutes filled with growth and buds
Decay and the shedding of those turning leaves
My tight shut eyes open to an absence of impression
A coolness in this day’s death
Winter’s coming
And I’m lying on a yoga mat remembering you